I am coming to terms, sort of, that I will only have two children. That I will only bring two children earthside and that their little lives are the only little lives that my husband and I will experience. The moments are fleeting and never did we think that we would only stop having kids when we reached two; but here we are...
At this stage in my life, I have come to term with the things that I cannot control but I have yet to come to terms with the kell. I don't know why I was the "lucky" individual to obtain it and not a male or why I received it and it remained undetected for so long. All I know is that when...
In 2013, I delivered my first child after an intense labor. I lost 3 liters of blood and was beginning organ failure, I was told that I had the "right to die" if I did not agree to a blood transfusion. With a newborn baby girl on my chest, my twin on the phone, & my husband at my bedside, I agreed. When...
Those footprints were made here. We grew as a family & loved fiercely in this tiny space. Life occurred here & we were blessed. No longer do we call apt 6204 home, but man, it was a good little home full of play dates, living room pallets & love--lots of love. ...
We moved out of our townhome officially a week ago, and I am sad. I took a photo of Charlie's moccs and our address, simply because I needed it and those footprints were made at that address. Where she learned how to walk, and I first heard the pitter patter of her foot steps. Where laughter followed after I would chase her. Where...